im disgusting, fat and pathetic!
and always will be

end off x

So today my sister found and read my diary ( Read more... )

Lost i tread the dead ground beneath my feet and weep ( Read more... )

lost in the darkness i cry ( Read more... )

I MISS YOU ( Read more... )

i would just like to say a very heartfelt thankyou to all of the amazing beautiful people who where supporting me last night ( Read more... )

Alone,in time i will heal ( Read more... )

So ive finaly decided to put pics up i need inspiration..i keep binging :(

so guess my weight:

( pics )

so today ive had:
veggies- 85 cals
half a package of wholegrain rice thing- 215cals
two slabs of white choc-60 cals
coffee-10 cals
and im just off to get a drink so i can take my night diet pills and snuggle in bed watching dana the eight year old anorexic
total-365 cals ish
hmmmm could have been better, less tommorow
stay strong
xoxoxo