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And so the holidays will always remind me of you
It's the unknown that kills me the most. It's not that I think it'd work, or that we'd for sure make it. It's the not trying that grates itself against who I am. I'm super decisive. I'm black and white. You do something, or you don't. You will or you won't. Simple as that. But when I have to have a what if, it's that grey area that kills me the ( Read more... ) -
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You grow up,
And you grow old,
but I'm not sure I've grown out of it.
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"and we reach ever so desperately for that which we cannot have, for is that not the human condition, to glorify the unattainable and tarnish the here and now?"
The stage is set. lights are dimmed low, with the soft flicker of candles bating the shadows with their guile. Two men lay side by side, intertwined through legs and arms. And for that very ( Read more... ) -
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Today I remembered this. I read the journal entry I wrote that day too.
Awkwarrrrrd
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I was at my gym tonight for kickboxing and we were doing routines. And when we were on our final one, every single thing in me ached. This course is seriously one of the most physically taxing things I've ever done in my life. But I hit that bag harder than I had all night at that moment. I cut my knuckle open and shortly after that my knee and I ( Read more... ) -
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I'm a really good guy. Legit. I'm a caring, sensitive person. I try and be the best man that I can be all day, every day. I try and lead by example of how I would want to be treated. I never try to offend anyone. I'm really really really trying to be a better person. But the shit is getting old. I did something I never would have done before. I was ( Read more... ) -
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Confessions of a 22 year old
It's 2am and I still can't sleep.
My life as of this moment:
I have graduated from MSU with a 2.7
whoops
I am one of a very small group of people to be accepting into Siemens Project Management Leadership Development Program. PMLDP.
I'm moving to Atlanta in a week.
I'm making 20 thousand more than I thought I would.
In 6 months I'm going to buy a 2010 ( Read more... )