My dog died in my arms on the way to the pet hospital a few hours ago ( Read more... )

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Iceland from Eva Sturm on Vimeo.

This is why I need to go.

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I've been suspicious of my own mind lately: Why I want the things I want, why I disregard the things I disregard. Why I hold certain things in contempt. When I step back and try to take it all in, holistically, it just seems incongruent ( Read more... )

it feels ( Read more... )

Man. I became a ChaCha guide recently in order to bring in a little $$ that I wouldn't otherwise have during all this downtime I've got. I swear, it seems like half the questions I receive are people texting in their own name, and the other half are kids cheating in chem class ( Read more... )

Life is, by and large, a burden.

I'm finding it very hard to get excited about anything right now. It feels like the doors of possibility have closed or are closing. I just wrapped up a semester real tight, but don't feel any sense of accomplishment ( Read more... )

I wonder how long ago it was that my worldview crossed over into full blown nihilism. And yet I feel better than I have in a very long time ( Read more... )

I think it's time to get off the Prozac. Not experimentally, but in earnest now.