mer... 12-Close.
Soooo tired.
But next two days off!
WOO!

Tomorrow: Family Dinner at South City Limits!
Saturday: Panda North and District 9.

Two years on the 16th. ^___^
So pumped to see 9.

I miss everything.
I wish i could take it all back, and start over.

I just want to be fucked up, all the time.
Just so i don't have to be aware of everything around me. I need a break from my mind. My life.

I can't sleeep.

i really want to get a new livejournal.
i know no one really reads it, but i hate my name.

it's from like, eigth grade.

mer...
not doing a lot better. but i'm not crying sporatically. just here. don't really want to talk, or do anything. just sleep.
i don't handle these things well.

"However its incidence rate is roughly 1 in 5000 for households with one or two cats. "

Seriously. Why me? never fucking fails.

i had to put pan down today.
he had feline infectious peritonitis.
basically, there was nothing we could do to save him. there could have been a lot of tests, and a lot of money would have been spent, but FIP isn't curable, and Pan would have just suffered more.
I know i did the right thing...
but, i'm a complete wreck.
i can't stop crying.

i'm going to ( Read more... )

My cats sick.
he hasn't moved from under the futon in two days.
he's breathing really hard.
his fur is greasy.
i'm worried.

there's going to be a storm tonight ! ^___^

I have lots of things to say.
Nothing really important.
And no time to say them.
Long week.
and i chair fell on my toe last night, and now it hurts like hell.
i'm a walking disaster. to be sure.

I had an AMAZING day yesterday. ^___^