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[thunderzach]

why do i feel so numb right now??? i was told about Jon and for about 10 minutes i was incredibly upset but now i jsut kinda feel nothing. i don't know... maybe i'm repressing i or something... maybe it's because my concern for other people is overpowering my own pain/hurt/grief or whatever you call it. But i can't even feel upset for them right

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[z3nyatta]

have you thought that maybe its you subconsciously trying to protect yourself from hurting? i know i do that....i feel kinda removed from everything...its ok zach, you are NOT a horrible person.

The song lyrics I posted on my livejournal just now...katie matonich sent them to me after your dad died...for some reason I felt compelled to write that...cya later