how are you gonna live? like the dream you had is real?

[thunggyu]

Surprise?

I haven't been posting anything on here since last december which was 6 months ago. Sad. I guess that all my real life issues and laziness have caught up with me. I have always been around though, mostly moderating communities and just checking on my friends' page, also bought another year of paid account... which is a total waste right

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[byuldeureul]

Célinnie, baby ;~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~;

This brings me back to something that you and I talked about a long while back. Do you remember? When you and I were discussing how fandom doesn't necessarily rule our lives, that we could still continue to be friends with those in different fandoms now, that sometimes talking about things outside of fandoms and building a friendship on that much combined with common interests can form the strongest of online friendships? I always remember those words when I start to drift away from Twitter, and suddenly, when I want to stay silent too, it becomes easier for me to find a sense of peace with my decision.

Baby, I truly hope that whatever you decide to do, that it's for the best for you above all else. Because, you know, I fully understanding why you feel the way you do. Drifting away from KPop, losing a bit of that passionate spark for things, running out of time because life, life, it can be such a difficult thing sometimes -- but that's why I think we all need the time away sometimes

[blindteddy]

Yeah, Jun-chan was so worried about you but at the same time─ I knew what the reason of your absence was. It's ok, Céline, you know? I'm not into kpop, and to be honest I'm getting tired of it. Too many problems, and I just want to stay happy and relaxed. Of course I will never stop loving Infinite, After School, B1A4 or SHINee but I just don't feel like following every little thing they do. I still listen to kpop, but it's not like before... I don't consider myself as a fan anymore. I'm just someone who likes music and listens to it