Don't you come over hear and dampen my days with your holier-than-thous and glitter-glams.

So I can now add another oddly inconvenient thing to my list of "golly gee, that's no fun..." Today is payday, which means that a nice sack of change should have been deposited into my account. I signed into my account, and (unlike every time before) only f ( Read more... )

Okay, is it time to drop out of school yet? Maybe.

( this is the rest of my real thoughts (and some fake ones too)... )

This is the part where you're supposed to write something about how either 1) good, or 2) bad life is... Is it really though? It has finally become completely clear that while I do what I can to respect other peoples' religion, that it's just sort of impossible to understand why people are into it. God? Yeah fucking right. Anyway, maybe each day ( Read more... )

So it must be some kind of ha-ha-ha joke that doesn't really make any sense. You aren't funny, and nobody smiles at you. That wasn't cute, and don't ever be fooled into thinking that it was an insightful thing to do. This isn't about you... why don't you fucking get that? No, it really isn't about you, so quite acting hurt if you feel anything but ( Read more... )

Oooookay... it's not that uncommon for me to bitch about the emo kids, but for serious, we've got some problems.

The things I like the most about them however, are the very things that  I dont like about myself, obviously... as I'm occassionally a walking cliche. Anyways...

The very moment a college sends my an acceptance letter, that's when ( Read more... )

time started: 10:35pm ( Read more... )

Here I was thinking: life sucks.

Well, that was an odd thing to believe wasn't it?!?

However, empty conversations make my head hurt. Those, So-how-are-you-yeah-well-that's-good kind of conversations. It's especially painful when your friends are the people who attempt to "engage" you in a conversation like that. If that's the only thing your friend ( Read more... )

Yesterday was a bad day.

Today was good.

Tomorrow is beyond my control, but I'm pretty hopeful.

Btw.... it is really super uncomfortable for me when people touch my back. It's one of those things that just causes this strangely intense fear for no apparent fear.

~nighty-night~

It seems like every other entry I make is an apology for a previous entry... how fickle of me... However, it seems like a good enough idea to retract the thought that the people at school and school itself are all completely evil. Simply put, it isn't all that bad.

Today, while working as a cashier, I witnessed an exceptionally vulgar side of ( Read more... )

You know what? School really isn't all that bad. It seems like I'll manage, even if I have to forge a personality for a few months.

However, there are a few things that are intolerable. For instance, who are all these people that I have classes with? I seriously haven't seen 1/4 of these people throughout my entire highschool career. Views toward ( Read more... )