You ever build up a situation in your head, knowing that all odds are against you? But you still think its going to happen, even though you're pretty positive that it won't happen? Yeah, that's what im doing.

Kirk's birthday party was fun, it was good to see everyone all at once, there was a little tension though cuz Shannon,Phil,and my ex gf/bf's were there too, it wasn't awkward for me i have no reason to be. but it kinda bummed me out, Juli was cool and i some how screwed that up, shes a super rad chick and fun to be around,if i could do it all over ( Read more... )

The summer is going to be upon us soon, and i cant wait. I really hope it's a change of pace from the past 2, less drama,more fun, i want to meet new people, and hang out at different places, im sick of hanging with the same group, all they want to do is go to the bar,or sit around,i want to be motivated, i want to be ambitious, i want to get back ( Read more... )

Im just so tired,i want the summer,i want demf,i want more city club,i wanna go to shows, i want to fish,i want to meet a girl,i want a life,oi vey

ugh forever!

the weekend consisted of, smalls,city club,old chicago,stone pub, and dans house, good times

pourin' down hate and discontent like a mother fucker

Smalls,City Club, Good Friends,Good Times,Much Needed

Anyone want to move away? lets run away.

I still keep doing my own thing,keep calm and mellow,but it seems like nothing can go right,I'm to the point where I just don't care and let it happen,I feel mediocre,like there isn't a thing I can contribute to anything,I need a release,I need change,I need the motivation to do that,but I just don't give a damn these days. Fudge it.

why do people feel comfortable with me listening to their problems and telling me about them like im such a good listener and advice giver? but when i have problems,no one cares or wants to try to help me, fuck you all.