Fuck you , fuck off, i hate you, you make me sick and i don't know why im such a fucking idiot in the first place, im a fucking moron, you're horrible and karma is a bitch and things like this just prove me even more right. fuck you forever.

i can't believe i haven't shot myself yet.

Nothing else to do
but get strung out on vicodin
and chug mountian dew

life is good again!

As much as i don't want to miss you, i do. As much as i want to fall out of love with you, i can't. Why do i have to be so sensitive and wear my heart on my sleeve. And it's just going to get worse because the fall is comming up and i'll be doing things like going camping, fishing,going to the apple orchards ,halloween and thanksgiving all by ( Read more... )

It seems that you're keeping me down ( Read more... )

I sit above the rooms of our home ( Read more... )

I just don't think you understand what you put me through and how badly you treated someone who did everything for you, and for that, i can't forgive you right now and i don't know if i ever will, Friends? you screwed that up by treating me like a dog.

Im happy that Nathan is happy, but im depressed because i thought i was going to get married one day too, but i suppose not.

The point was fun, but tiring, im glad jonathan is such a good friend and would take me for my birthday, it meant a lot to me, my picture got taken off the screen on the mean streak because it was obscene..hahaha it was funny, the new ride is amazing, i rode the top thrill dragster ride too, man that bastard is fast, and then at the hotel jonathan ( Read more... )

Why does crap always get taken away from me and why does it seem like im falling apart?