So on and So Forth

[tickcot]

So what so what so what

So what makes the living dead,
so what makes the white turn red,
what makes the world end,
what breaks beyond bend.

The mourning tide breaks through the windows,
Slowly escaping nights peaceful hold,
Bird songs bloom and animals wake,
I pray dear lord my soul you'd take.

Another demon dream turning in a brain,
Another dawn down

Comments

[diet_rae]

Hey, Ken. You're right at the edge between high school and "grownup" life. You're allowed to be bummed out and uncertain and anything else you're feeling.

And, coming from a person who's totally the same way, living inside your own mind isn't bad. It isn't bad to be an introvert, despite how much it feels like it is.

Art is, I think, something you have to go for 100%. (Keep in mind I kind of have to think this way, attending a 35k/year art school.) I'm pursuing a major that really isn't very marketable. Most of the jobs in it are teaching other people how to do it. :/ So I feel like I'm not in a good position to tell you whether to study art or not, because it's only the boring stuff that offers a lot of jobs.

And I only kicked you out 'cause I really did (do) have scads and scads of homework. Studio classes are craaaaaaazy. I'm not all upset with you or anything, so you don't have to worry.

[tickcot]

Its ok you kicked me out haha. I was just worried because I ate a ton over there and I know you don't have a lot of food. :<

Thanks for the support. I have to work on balancing art and everything else, I do enjoy it a lot and it is something I will always pursue.