Last night I didnt do anything special. Johna nd I ate dinner with my mom and brother and then we ate this really good strawberry short cake. No one called to hang out last night, well cept for my beautiful Melanie who had to get her hair cut(i cant wait to see it)but she couldnt hang out. :( Dennis called too but he couldnt hang out either so I ( Read more... )

this is friends only now so I am giving everyone a week to repond and if they wanna be added.....say so.

Im out

Peace

Signed
SDMF

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I don't even really know what to say here anymore. I don't know if things will ever be the way I want them to be. And honestly I dont think I ask for that much. All I want is for me and him to be somewhere far away from here. Far away from everyone. He is all I need. I just want her to understand me. Just a little bit. not even a lot. Is that so ( Read more... )

Ok, so today is my first day drug free. I'm not going to do any drugs except smoke pot. John is quitting with me also he needs to save for a car and an apartment. I told him if he asked anyone for drugs I would yell at him. I also told him that if he di it behind my back I would break up with him because if we are getting married we need to start ( Read more... )

Yesterday was pretty agrivating ( Read more... )

I'm only gonna put it this way, this was by far the worst day ever. I havent quit yet but I was really going to this time. I just want my pay check and I just want that paper from school to be signed.

I dont even wanna talk about this anymore

Im gonna end up married with a kid and only enough money to support all of us and to pay the bills. I love him. But would it be in my best interest to leave him?? The thought of nothaving him around hurts so bad, I mean I dont even like it when he leaves for work in the morning. His mom really likes me and thats a HUGE plus becuase every boyfriend ( Read more... )