But my faith is like a bullet
My belief is like a bolt
The only thing that lets me sleep at night
A little carriage of the soul
If it starts a little bleaker
Then the year may yet be gold
Happiness is not for keeping
Happiness is not my goal

But what about me
I don’t really see
How things will improve
If all you want is to
( stay loose )

today is............WOW

LIVING THE LIFE I LOVE......LOVING LIFE...I LIVE.

just trying to stay positive...

i just talked to a widdle boy, probably 4?  i called him little guy, and he said he was big....and then he said his teeth were angry, he just sneezed and was really embarrassed when i saw him...


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shit.

FUCK.

so i'm here...and now theres nothing.

wish i could get my hair did...no money for that now though. i dont even have a nice pair of scissors.

homely, lonely.

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WAHT DA FCUK YAM AYE DIONG!

April 14, 2007

Your life circumstances may have altered so much in the past few months that you could be in an entirely different space than ever before. Success and good fortune have increased your self-image, and business and money matters should be going well. Today you should pause to take some time to assess your ( Read more... )

We must stare into a crystal ball
And only see the past, And in the caverns of tomorrow...

With just our flashlights and our love

We must plunge,

We must plunge,

We must plunge!

And then we’ll get down there… way down to the very bottom of everything…
 …and then we’ll see it, oh we’ll see it,  we’ll see it, we’ll see it!

Oh my morning's coming back
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weird ass fucking shit:

Although you try to remain confident, you continue to become more aware of feelings that you may have been hiding from yourself. Perhaps you remember something that happened during your childhood or maybe someone else shares a deep secret with you. Either way, you may feel more vulnerable now that Mars is moving through your ( Read more... )

Laying there, sit, stare,

Wondering how and why to care,

Starting nowHERE…

And

All

The

Thoughts

Are

F

A

L

L

I

N

G

The mind failing,

ugly, complicating.

Feminine Side: Contrary Snake

Masculine Side: Contrary Skunk

I swear, these things, always say it like it is.  Im learning.

(and the white stripes will rock me through it.)

i get outta work at 1, dont work this ( Read more... )

We also have a tendency to want what we don't have, and even when we do get what we want, we often sabotage it. The simple reason why we can't be entirely happy is because we don't know ourselves or what we're actually searching for. All our doubts, worries, and inhibitions can keep us from loving another and being part of that persons life. To ( Read more... )