I'm cheating since I don't have a big ass digital music library like the rest of you ( Read more... )

Looking out the door I see the rain fall upon the funeral mourners ( Read more... )

Tonight was kinda cool. Work. Went to Maloney's. Watched Braveheart. Wondered why Chris wears a belt. Got a hug from fluffy-smelling Josh. Sort of cuddled with Justin. Steak n Shake. Driving too much. Too tired ( Read more... )

Upcoming Ed vs. Radio shows ( Read more... )

I'm not liking how much of my appetite I've lost lately.

Guess that's what happens when I get upset. Oh well.

I feel like nothing I do will ever be enough. I feel like I'll always have this hanging over my head and it'll always be hanging over our relationship. I'd love to wake up tomorrow and have this be in the past where it belongs.

Meh.

Last night went well under the circumstances. Hung out with Jason a lot, talked to Tiffany and made fun of her for breaking herself, talked to Kevin a lot, did the obligatory tease-Molly-about-her-septum-ring spiel, should be loved by Erik for not asking what was on his face, saw Sandy and Morgan, saw Jeff, Chris, the other Chris, Kyle, Josh, who I ( Read more... )

I'm pretty much bummed out right now ( Read more... )

No more fun ( Read more... )

Memo ( Read more... )

I've decided smoky shows are out. I'm not going anymore. I went to a show at Sudsy's in Cincinnati last night and the smoke and drunken idiots and stupid looking people literally made me sick. Seriously, I puked on the way home when we were stopped for gas. Not to mention I'd never heard of nor cared about any of the bands. I just went so I could ( Read more... )