Do you ever feel....

[ticklemehiney]

like total an utter shit...like you're soooo ugly and that something is soooo wrong with you...and that you feel that no one....I mean NO ONE is out there for you...(meaning guy wise) that is how I feel at this very moment....I have been hurt by the same guy...not once...not twice...but three times. His power of manipulation astounds me. Seriously

Comments

[margobear]

Hah, as I was reading that I'm like "this had better not be about Donald".

I don't really know what to say. I mean, you obviously know you don't like him. Just try all you can to cut him out of your life if you really don't want him. It's hard, but once you do it it's worth it.

[ticklemehiney]

lol I know! I was all...Margo is going to be SOOOOOO disappointed with me! lol I have cut him all I know how. Wait...I have cut him out there we go. wait that sounded bad too. Anyway yeah it is hard. I don't know what I keep going back. Like a yo-yo. And you know the worst part? He was all (awhile ago when i was really pissed at him), "Don't be mad at me. This sucks." GAH! He's so so so poopie! I hate boys. I think I'm doomed to wander the world alone. I might as well become a nun or something...

Tickle

[notaclue911]

I'm still dealing with this stupid boy issue. I can't get over Daniel. I can't. Atleast you've realized that he's not worth it. I know all those things about Daniel and I still like him. I'm pretty sure he knows it, and he toys with me, and it breaks my heart, and I wish I had the strength to hate him.

I don't think you should try and play with him. I know that it would be a sweet, sweet revenge, but what if you get caught up in him again? He's manipulated you three times, what makes you think he can't do it again? I think, in the end, you would be hurt more than he would, and you're the much better person to just walk away from this negative person in your life.

[ticklemehiney]

I know! I hate that! It's like...we're attracted to boys who abuse us. I think it has something to do with our fathers...believe it or not. Something about the psychology...I don't know...anyway yes yes...Thank you Kroots! Your words help me. Everyone has helped me. They make me do this =) So thank you.

Tickle

[queenfionnuala]

I agree with Margo and Kroots. You need to just cut him out of your life. He isn't worth it and I think you know that now. Now you just need to act on it.

Also, there is nothing wrong with you. This happens to people all the time. Sometimes there are people in our lives that have an ability to make us believe them even when we know they're manipulative liars. Unfortunate, but true. As long as you realize that he's a jerk, then you're well on your way to recovery (only word I could think of).

[ticklemehiney]

I know. And I'm doing this now. It's just soooo hard because he's the only one who's ever tried to "get" with me. The only guy who's ever tried. You know? The only one who showed me some kind of male attention. And he turned out to be a big fat jerk. I don't know why I like him. Honestly. He has man boobs and is short. But he mad me laugh and I think that's what killed me. Anyway. thank you Fioneh. At least I know my hand wife won't leave me for another hand!

Tickle

[rubeetuesday]

Dude, I was where you're at about six months ago (wow, was it that long ago?). All I can say is you'll feel sooooooooooo much better when you get him out of your life. It's not easy, but try to avoid contact and keep your mind occupied and eventually the negativity subsides. I'm not saying you won't take your bitterness out on the other guys you date- you probably will- but it's okay. They deserve it. ALL OF THEM.

I'm not bitter.

[ticklemehiney]

lol thank you...lol I know...I feel so much better...but I can't help but think how he thinks he can do this to girls. And when I've told him about this he goes, "I don't do anything to girls." He's a frickin fugly slut...lol...But thank you. Your words are like gravy...on...mashed potatoes? I don't know but they're good!

Tickle