this is my last entry.
im not gonna write anymore on this journal until i get a new one .
so yea this is goodbye..
bye.

damn im hungry . i just got home right now ( Read more... )

damn its 4 in the fucking morning and im still awake . i have school in like 2 and a half hours . this kinda sucks. im just gonna stay awake and talk to mikey until 5 30 . cause i have to go and lay down in my bed and pretend im sleeping when my mom wakes me up to go school . cause if she catches me online at 6 in the morning she will kill me and ( Read more... )

this is not a joke ( Read more... )

its 4 14 im fucking bored. im here listening to music , talking to amanda online , and reading journals . i dont think im really gonna do anything today .joanna is hanging out with luz today .so i dont really have anything else to do besides sit home in my room and be online all day . unless someone calls and wants to hang out . well last night ( Read more... )

fuck fuck im bored . its 6 20 im waiting for joanna to come pick me up . which should be soon enough . i wanna get the fuck out of my house already . she should be calling me soon . my mom gave me 20 bucks to waste today . me and joanna , mayla , and mikey are going to dennys and then to the movies . i dont know what were gonna watch yet . but ( Read more... )

and you open the door and you step inside---we're inside our hearts. now imagine your pain is a white ball of healing light. that's right, feel your pain, the pain itself, it's a white ball of healing light.---I don't think so. this is your life. good to the last drop, doesn't get any better than this. this is your life, and it's ending one minute ( Read more... )

10 36 . life is nothing but seconds , minutues , and runs in time . at around 5 joanna called me . she was like " go outside " i was like " uhh your coming to pick me up? " she was like " yea il be there in like 5 min" . so we hanged up . i got dressed and 4 mins later she called me and said " im outside " so i got elmo , put the phone in the ( Read more... )

4 39 . in one minutue it will be 4 40 . im home alone. listening to hopesfall and talking to like two girls online.school was boring today. it wasnt cold in the morning anymore. so that sucks. i didnt wear my sweater. well i did wear it but i took it off when my brother dropped me off at school cause i knew it was gonna be hott and i didnt wanna ( Read more... )

i take the bottle , pour it , pour it all out ( Read more... )