pics definitely are fun... now sinc eyou updated i guess i have to, right? if sals friends ever send me pics from their cameras i'll have a shitload of drunk pics of me and the boy... always a fun time, right? ;)
i really hope that we can just work past all of the drama. regardless of what happened with everything, you were still a great friend. and i miss having you around. i just think that you need to get everything in order and figure out what you want in life and with guys. just take time to spend with your family and friends. focus on your happiness.
i know it's probably hard for you to grasp this concept lauren, but i'm not the bad guy here. yes, i have problems. you want to know why? you want to know what the psychiatrist found out caused these problems? when i was a little girl i was locked in the basement at preschool for crying... for hours. for two years straight. so yeah. now i'm all fucked up. and you know what kills me? that i have a magnet on my forehead for assholes and psychopaths. i would never ever ever consider doing something so evil as what you and nicole did to me. you both ruined every chance i ever had of even having a friendship with jon again. that i slept with 30 guys? that i have stds and he should get tested????? who are you kidding?! just because i had problems doesnt mean i'm mean. if anyone has problems it's nicole because she's not only depressed like i am, she's fucking evil. she will go out of her way to hurt people as long as she gets pleasure out of it. and you joined right up with her. i know this because i know whats going on
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i'm sorry but i never did anything to hurt you. in the past few months you & i have barely talked & i don't feel as though either of us did anything to the other. we fight too much & we just don't really work out as friends. we both know that. you've known me for 5 yrs now. you know how i am. you know who i am. i haven't changed. you know i've always been there for you. i treasured our friendship & we had some of the best times together. times i'll never forget. times that i close my eyes & wish we could go back to. i know you're a good friend. i know you would have done anything for me. & i know you're a good person. so, i hope things get better in your life. i hope you find happiness. goodluck.
what i find ironic and what i will never ever understand is that after all the shit you've watched nicole to do me... after you making the remark: "if you are ever her friend again i don't know what i'll do" and after you've seen me have a massive mental break down - a lot of which she was the reason for - you are now like her best friend. i don't get it. you've always been two faced but that's an all time low.
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call me sometime or im me on 'you wish 2 be me'.
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