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tickles_420

Bleah!

Jan 09, 2005 23:47

so i was right when i said that me telling jim would of been a bad thing. Heather she's right i cant keep my mouth shut. But for some reason i though that he would say yes. i dont think she understands that i just want her to be happy and its clear that she's not geting that with me. i dont know any thing. theres a lot more things that a guy can do ( Read more... )

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so... snshn021 January 23 2005, 08:56:16 UTC

u wanted comments. so now ur gonna get em!! i gess im gonna start from the beginning and work down...so it wasnt that big that u told Jim. i just wish he didnt hate me now. he looks at me like im a pile of shit now...as does just about everyone else in the store, but...whatever. im not unhappy with u. actually im quite happy to spend time with you!! i dont know. im just going thru a phase i gess. i just dont wanna be touched. then u try to hug me or something and when i pull away u automatically assume i hate u. i dont. really!! i just...i dunno. i feel like ur suffocating me or something. u dont ever want to do anything but hang on me and i just cant do it! im sorry!!!!!! ur not in my way at all...usually. just at work. i hate that u work with me ALL the time! we really do need time away within work! i have never doingngs on my own there.u dont ake my life suck either. i need u. u just dont understand how much! u didnt avoid going to ben's house. i kept u here at my house. i do understand that u like guys that make u feel good, but ( ... )

i wrote too much...this goes with the last comment. snshn021 January 23 2005, 08:57:09 UTC

i dont kno. mabie im just retarted. i just wish we didnt clash so much!! lately it seems that most things i like u dont. and what u do like, i dont want any part of. truthfully tho...i dont kno how u ever got me on ruby thunder! i was scared! *shrugs* but i like it now. i still dont think u'll ever get me on a plane tho! i dont not understand u. and i kno by now i may sound like a broken record, but...try...new...things. i dont think u dont trust me all the time. just wish that u would just tell me things. but u sit there and think about it forever. then u decide that i dont need to know it or i dont care to kno it. or sometimes u think ill think ur retarted or something like that. and none of thats true. im not broken. im just not saying anymore bc i dont c y i should. not to say that u dont deserve to kno some things or that i dont trust u to kno them, but y should i tell u all the shit u want me to if u cant pay the same respect. a lot of things ive told u are things that i didnt tell anyone til u. and u even mocked me for some of ( ... )

xforever_broken April 21 2005, 12:59:16 UTC

Carrie!!! WOO WOO! i love you! This class is so gay!
Im gunna add you! Add me!
-Alyssa