I love you Adam! One month tomorrow!!! THERE! Is that better?

Rachel I hope you come home soon I don't think I can take much more of these people!!!!!!!!

I've settled in to a somewhat steady day-to-day pattern of "living." I'm going to Montreal on the long weekend next month which BETTER be fun, as long as I don't have to deal with inconsiderate jerks the whole time, or be around people that I'm not extremely fond of. We're going in a 12 person van and it'll be SO much fun. I think Mr. Dueck is a ( Read more... )

Well today sucked! It should have been a jolly good day but it wasn't. After gym class I was in such a shitty mood I wanted to sit in a corner and cry myself into oblivion. But of course I couldn't do that. Then, I think I am losing my best friend. Considering she never talks to me, prefers to sit by others, and never even says hi in the hall. I ( Read more... )

In case my name doesn't give u the hint, I don't think I've ever had such a boring weekend in my entire life! All prospective plans go down the drain and I'm left sitting at home with nothing to do. I went to Adam's on Friday, and that was the extent of fun for my weekend. But yeah, I had a great time. We watched the Rundown which I have already ( Read more... )

Yeah, so Im in a really good mood today and I don't know why. Adam was talking alot in math today and it made me ridiculously happy. I love it when he talks because he only talks when he's happy or if he has something important to say. Other than that he's pretty much silent *cries* so I have to do all the talking. But he's getting better and I ( Read more... )

You know what? If any of you have shit to say about me, just say it to my face. I'm not fucking doing anything wrong yet I'm still getting bitched about. I DONT GET IT! I'm finally happy and you have to ruin it with your immature little comments that could be said to my fucking face, but no. I guess that's too much to ask ( Read more... )

Sammmmm, do you remember when I wrote this?? It's crap, but you loved it....so I'm posting it here for you ( Read more... )

Science test yesterday, math test today. I'm pretty sure I failed my math test and I'm not just saying that either. Science....I think I did alright ( Read more... )

Make it all go away. Like seriously. I don't know what to do nemore, not that I did in the first place ( Read more... )

I'm so scared right now. I've been scared for awhile....and there's nothing I can do to stop these thoughts constantly in my mind. I want them to go away so bad...... I want to stop crying....I want to stop wondering...and worrying. Make it all go away......I just want to be happy again.