"hearing voices" apparently is just a "normal human experience" that some humans experience. unless they scare you or you listen to them telling yopu to do bad things, they aren't a problem. but i "hear voices" too, but haven't told my dr.'s... i have even lied saying, "no i don't hear voices" but anyway. i hope the sadness doesn't return.
I just like to listen to the new ones, the ones that say random sentences. I find it interesting and enjoyable. But the muttering and the mocking ones are very terrifying to me. Thank you for that info though. And the sadness seems to be slowly creeping away.
i hear voices, too. especially when i'm really nervous. when i'm nervous it's usually one (typically unintelligible) phrase on repeat that wont stop. sometimes i'll have visions that repeat, too. they're not superimposed on reality; i'm aware they're in my imagination, but sometimes they won't go away when i wish they would. this happens most often when i'm having an undiagnosed "panic attack." i keep uncontrollably repeating terrifying ideas. i kinda despise it.
sometimes I see things when my eyes are closed, they call it "closed eye hallucinations." It, and the voices, happen when I'm disassociated and about to go into a "fugue state" or so my psych says. It's very nerve-wracking and almost terrifying at times, the things I see and hear. But sometimes I find it incredibly intriguing to listen to them. I think I figured out what "across the highway, look at the house!" means. I used to live in West Friendship, Maryland, in a house right by a highway. Possibility? I'm not sure. Maybe it's nothing. I wrote a poem about this earlier, I'd like to show you sometime.
I've never dissolved it in my mouth, but sometimes when the awful taste of xanax gets in my mouth, like if I can't get it down with the water, I will drink a sprite or something and that always gets rid of it quickly.
Comments 7
Reply
Thank you for that info though. And the sadness seems to be slowly creeping away.
Reply
Reply
Reply
i've just stopped dissolving it and it seems to still affect me, but what on earth am i supposed to do?
Reply
Reply
Leave a comment