"Some people think they like music, but have no ideda what it's really about. They're kidding themselves. Then there are people who feel strongly about music, but just aren't listneing to the right stuff. They're misguided. And then there are people like me."

the pool party tonight was disappointing... ahh i wish i wouldnt have swam and i wish i would have gone to see benny instead. ps i am so tired. ps boys suck. ps arhafdoiruewlkfsdjfa;lkj

correction

i hate matt being gone more than anything in the whole entire world yes, even school.

having him here would just make it that much more bareable

i am a different person. oh and i hate school more than anything else in the entire world.

the end.

so this summer of 06 will definately go down as the summer matt left. Probably one of the most depressing summers that i have had. Many many ups and downs. basically i did poms and slept to keep myself occupied. Music has also been a therapy factor which is awesome because basically music has become my whole life. I finally got a job at the end of ( Read more... )

sooooooooooo.... school starts tomorrow?

i think i might have a crush because im weird. no not nate this time (we are already in love) and not matthew because we are already in love ( Read more... )

wow i dont know how much more poms i can handle... all of that techno and peppyness... its all too much sometimes. massive headache. School starts in like a week. We only have one more friday. I suppose im pretty much looking forward to it... i dont know i have to figure out my schedule. guidence councilers suck sometimes. We did alright at midwest ( Read more... )

matt called me today. i was very very very very very very very very greatful. we talked for 36 minutes and 40 seconds and my coach was really nice about it so during practice i got to take the call. hes still the same wonderful matthew and he is getting really fat he now weighs 117!!!!!!!!!! hahah oh man. it was a very emotional morning. i love ( Read more... )

i wish all of you that are leaving or that have left, the best of luck in college wherever you are going. make new friends, have fun, but dont forget us! i love you all and we'll be in touch... see ya around thanksgiving/christmas??

<3 me

ps im nervous for tomarrow we will see how that goes.......