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Nov 04, 2005 16:42

I haven't been this unhappy since I went crazy in tenth grade and had to either be pulled out of school or institutionalized. I'm fucking drowning, and for the first time I can't find poetry in anything. I've lived my whole life screaming "death to apathy, I am a child of the passions, I was born in the month of revolution!" and now it's come to ( Read more... )

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oldrecipe November 5 2005, 03:04:53 UTC
"I've lived my whole life screaming "death to apathy, I am a child of the passions, I was born in the month of revolution!" "

Even if you think it's come to something else I really believe it's still a part of you. And for that fact, I think you will be okay as long as you still believe in it. You don't have to be a part of it you're whole life to still know it. I think just saying those things is saying something. But I'm still so young and you shouldn't hear these things from someone who doesn't know you so well. I just have a lot of faith in people like you, because people like you are so hard to find, such a rarity, so few and far between.

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vulvalution November 5 2005, 03:36:18 UTC
don't feel sorry for anything, especially your feelings. i love you, i miss you, i need you in my life and i want to do everything i can for you. you deserve it, because when the situations are reversed, you're there for me.

i love you so hard.

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the_lastunicorn November 5 2005, 05:34:35 UTC
im so sorry youre so fucked right now and so far away
i know exactly how youre feeling
and im really really sorry
i dont know how to help you though
usually you just have to ride it out
im very sorry though
and you shouldnt feel sorry at all
maybe you need a break from school for a semester and just find a job you might enjoy
or maybe ask your parents to just let you relax
i love you lots and i hope it gets better
call me if you ever want to/NEED to talk
if theyre your friends they arent "dealing" theyre being your friends
this is a shitty comment and i wish i was smart and could make it better

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dyinggiraffe November 5 2005, 18:25:11 UTC
i'm really sorry you're so depressed. don't give up! you're wayyyyy too great of a person to feel so shitty. i'm sorry i'm not very eloquently spoken. i love you and i hope i'll see you soon.

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proposedimage November 6 2005, 17:46:30 UTC
i'm calling you tonight to talk when minutes are free. i'll reach through the phone and shake you, shake this silly shit right out of you. and if not, i'll hopefully just make you smile.

i love you.

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