what do i actually deserve?

Aug 14, 2005 12:19

why does it have to hurt so bad?
i'm such a damn fool
i do everything in my power to make sure he's happy
and look what i get
i LOVE being taken for granted
make me feel like i'm your last priority, do it
because thats what every girl wants

FUCKING ROMANCE ME

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xbrianmaidenx August 15 2005, 06:03:49 UTC
Hi. Boys suck hard. Sometimes I hate being one. We should hang out more and be much smarter than everyone.

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jetsam_jane August 15 2005, 16:58:20 UTC
sometimes, when you finally see past all the ooey gooey infatuation, and see whats really going on with someone you care about, it can fucking sting.

people use eachother for some of the most fucked up shit, and call it love. i've confused dependence with love... and they aren't the same thing.

very often we lie to ourselves and don't even know it. it's so much easier to pretend things are going so well, rather than face the shit you're really going through. i know from experience.

but, on the other hand, everything may just work out, happily ever after... even if you have to go through hell beforehand.

for the most part the comments i leave on your livejournal end up being big long soapbox schpeals. and because you're so effing cryptic, i might be completely off the deep end when trying to interperet you. sorry about that.

i do it because i want it to seem personal... because those canned comments people leave on confessional entries always seem to make it worse.

I MISS YOUR ASS. LET'S HANG OUT. I'M GONNA CALL YOU RIGHT NOW.

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typhon_02 August 16 2005, 01:30:31 UTC
(((HUG!)))

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