so much Halo/Reach

here's a bit of an eye opener.
and a hand held mirror image of my stupid eyes looking back at me.

what do you do when you're so homesick you think about leaving everything behind, the comitted boyfriend, the new friends, the first full time job you've had and the only 'real' life you've ever had ( Read more... )

am I self involved enough to be creative anymore?
no, I honestly don't think I am.

this is gonna be some sort of self indulgent spiriling nonsense but it may just turn out okay in the long run, who knows.

I felt like maybe I should make a post.

Then I decided I would discuss my former life to myself and reflect.

Here's some photos of you when you were young.
Back when what you were is what you've become.

I think I need the stick pulled out of my arse before I smack someone in the mouth and call them a fool.

why do I get the feeling that it's already begun?

Why is SHE wearing something matching to you and I'm not?

You dont understand how this makes you look.

I'm so perplexed at your actions, I sometimes just don't know.

a little upset now I realise how drunk you must've been when you said sorry.

Just so long as you know how much you hurt me.  What you did ruined your reputation and broke a bit of mine.  As long as you know my crying loudly and openly in public is not a sign of me losing my mind but more of absolute hurt and desolation.  As long as you know he's not your man to be going after.  Even if he did break up with me again he ( Read more... )