i simply want to be ( Read more... )

i'm so happy. but i heard some sh*t. and it makes me scared. so scared. i don't wanna get hurt. but.....it just doesn't sound like him. he's so much better then that. he's....perfect.

oh, for all my homes that are wondering cuz i won't say a word....we did kiss.do you have misleading intentions ( Read more... )

ok, so today is going wishy-washy so far. which is really wierd cuz i want today to be perfect. yesterday was great. but this morning was great at first. i wasn't tired or anything. then lunch came and vince totally ruined me. but gay joe made me better. then i dunno. i can't wait until school is over today so i can go home. and it's even better ( Read more... )

4)matt and his sexual adventures.
3)joe smith and his 'girl get shotty' rule.
2)first kisses.
1)when boys sing and dance to cher in the car.

yesterday i saw matt and he made me cry and feel like a horrible, worthless human being.
stupid boy.
then steve gave me a cigarette.
how nice.

i have no plans for today and i actually look decent and have energy.

what a bummer.

i hung out with nate and jesse yesterday.
i can't really talk now, but it was a lot of fun. it was the best day i had in a long time.

thnak you.

hmmmm.......

trample on my heart as long as you reconize me.

EFF'N SLUT.

oh, how i love you so...

i'm so eff'n bored. i hate skool.

stupid, stupid, stupid....
my weekend was ok. jeff spent the night. it was kewl. but now, i am so drained. i think i'm gunna....quit smaoking?!?!?! **gasp** i know, i know...but i can't breath, so....

vince~you made it quite clear yesterday that you don't want to talk to me anymore, so i'm gunna give up. so stop bitching to gay joe when i don't ( Read more... )

so eff'n bored....

help.

i am in dire need.
of a sexy man.
who acts like a boy.

jeff is spending the night. and maybe domenic, if he will be home when i get there ( Read more... )