Just wanted to drop a line. You know, say hello. 

So schedules. Bullshit. I have to decide. This is a big decision. For me at least. I know what it is going to end up being. But I dont want to give up AP chem that easily. I have been so excited to take that class since like the end of first quarter last year.

I push people and things away when I need them most. It makes it worse when the person ( Read more... )

i am fine now. it was a moment of frustration and anger. i needed to talk to someone/anyone. but everyone was somewhere or another with other people so i just typed it here and forgot to put it on private.

i apologize.

Why the hell does this bother me so much? it shouldn't, should it? I don't know it is stupid. It is one those damn things that is a big "I told you so" slap in the face. what the fuck? go fucking figure. guuuuuhhhhhhhh. fuck you. fuck that. right now i am so sick of you. i dont know. it is getting closer and closer to the edge where i am going to ( Read more... )

So today Sarah Brown and I went to Kent State with GearUp/GATE and it was interesting. Apart from the annoying people, it being too warm for how I dressed and the stupid walking (we didn't even really see much otherwise I would have been fine) it was a pretty good trip. Kent State is a pretty big school. Second biggest in Ohio next to OSU ( Read more... )

So I am sad today. Like I made it through almost all of my day with keeping my mind off of it, so I didn't get sad and maybe start crying or something in the middle of everyone. And then in eighth period, silly Alex Costin asks me about John's shirt. And it was the first time I had said "not really boyfriend anymore" (or something like it) outloud ( Read more... )

Light breaks underneath a heavy door ( Read more... )

I hope to do the following over break:

* clean my room completely (i still have a bit more to do)
* beat KH
* finish reading 'Neverwhere' + start a new book
* sleep
* exercise
* [edit] find a prom dress
* etc.

Oklahoma is done and over with. I had a good time, overall. Spring break is almost here.. I am already waiting ( Read more... )

Alright let's see. Recap of the last two weeks: OGT's sucked, then I got really sick for like a week. I had bronchitus. My mom said "Lisa doesn't get really sick real often, but when she does she goes down hard" Way back in sixth grade I missed an entire week of school because I was sick. This week was pretty okay. Just longer. Tomorrow is set and ( Read more... )