i totally forgot who i was for a moment i stood there in time as it was frozen all the old wounds slowly re opened all the new crowns were demolished and broken as the blood soaked in little fairies danced over graves of dead emotions dead emotions of the dead people who died for dead trends and the red needles lead them a way to dead ends and ( Read more... )

BLAH! i've been too weirded out by myself the past few days i truly do believe this year is the year i shine with the bright twilight BUT YOU LIE MOTHERFUCKER! AND YOU ATE SHIT MOTHERFUCKER...AND YOU ARE EVERYTHING! i'm a beleiver i swear and something i know i have to do soon is find a princess hopefully
IM READY ! I SWEAR ! I AM

i've cut back on ALOT meaning the marihoochie but the power is in all my solid bullet proof plans i've been scheming for the past week or so the holidays THE FUCKING HOLIDAYS were pretty fuckin rockin went to aunt jolenes ate like a pig got cool shit spent time with family...uhhhh then came back home and found people and had fun with people and all ( Read more... )

Let me tell you about a guy named Todd, Todd was always a clean cut straight edge kid growing up...but it was when todd started realizing that no one lliked him so todd,yeaaah todd, he started to fabricate an image of himdself as a hurt "i don't give a fuck rebellious tough guy but todd, todd wasn't a tough guy, todd started to play guitar and todd ( Read more... )

insanity, as she melts my ice cold heart and until its a puddle she will stomp on it with her hoooves, i've found a posion who probably has more effective devil horns than i, sadly said i am poisoned and with the poison draining me and sucking me dry, i've searched for an angel and i've found nothing but sinister little demons who have the ability ( Read more... )

....okay so woke up today at 10 am

(drank a cup of coffee,got ready,had a smoke)

Left the house at 11

Went to PA to travel the lands

made my way to hamm to meet up with alycia and sheila

got them high WHY? because i can ....i'm such i fool i think

chilled with alycia and sheila for a bit went to the store with them bought some ch0c0late and gum ( Read more... )

okay so fuck it ...fuck what fuck her....ditched again yay!but fuck it i got my babe mary jane with me right by side.....goood girl....speaking of good girls....i know a girl named zoe who keeps intresting me with every convo we have.....she makes me realize that they're are good holsum people in this world full of sluts and kocky manly men so zoe ( Read more... )

.as each day goes by i feel less human and more non existence then ever.was i supose to grow up to be this fuck up that i am /i find myself enjoying the facts that i can throw everything good i have away\ and walk away from the people who mean most to me just to toy with myself i'm nothing but a paranoid hopeless romantic dumb fuck hahaha i can ( Read more... )

~girls are daisies through this blue meadow i'm walking through/ i can barely co-operate when i talk to you/ i sometimes take things a little too far/ i'm doing better seeing how pathetic you are~

i am done with drugs til i have 2000$ to my name....in this attempt i will not smoke the various amounts of marijuana that i have been doing, i will not be eating the large amounts of hash or mushrooms that i have been eating, E, Coke , and anything chemical is a no no ....i will be dealing to the certain close ones and that's about it ....dealing ( Read more... )