This past week has been so dull. Been working alot. Been trying to sleep, with no real success. I don't know what to do at this point. Justin is still bummed about Melissa, and Nick is soooo down over the whole Trish thing. I couldn't find any pie today, and I'm lost. It's just all so complicated. I don't wanna deal with that. Oh well it'll come to ( Read more... )

Ok, haven't updated in a while, and for good reason. My life is boring. Oh well. Fight Club was fun, too much bawls. I got home late by alot, man my mom was pissed. It's all good. It would be better if i could stop thinkin about her, or this one girl who reads my journal sometimes, you know who you are, would jsut move closer, or maybe when i get ( Read more... )

nothing really fun to talk about today. I still need to break-up with the girl i am going out with. Fight club on friday. my and tyler are in charge of food and nick is getting gas, everyone else is getting energy drinks. this is gunna be fun. i'm still hung up on a certain girl, and that freakin sucks since i can't get the time of day from her. oh ( Read more... )

Sitting here wait to go to work, it sucks. I finally get a gf, and it's all wrong. It feels wrong to be with someone and have your mind on someone else. It's not fair to her either. That's why after I get what I thought I wanted, I am feeling even worse. Trish was right, I don't want a gf, I want a loved one. Oh well, I should have figured that it ( Read more... )

Hey guess what happens when you sleep in every class till lunch. Nothing. Oh well. I wanna go home and watch cartoons. And eat some cheese. Than I'll prolly take a nap, chase the cat, and pet the dog. Than I think I have to call Amanda and that D, emo, hawt, girl. Hmm, life is ok right now. If only my hair wasn't so messed up from sleeping on it ( Read more... )

Yesterday was wierd. I was sore as hell all day from fighting Nick, AJ, and George for hours sunday morning. After surviving school, I went home and than left for work. Waited for the bus. While I was doing that though, I was talking to this girl, managed to score a phone number and if I ever manage to remember her name, I'll call her later today. ( Read more... )

I am 55% Emo.

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I am 90% Evil Genius.

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I don't know how to feel. I don;t want her to feel bad like she was, but I don't want her be happy without me. It's not the way it was supposed to happen. Nothing turns out how I want.... ugh i give up. She is so happy that she is like in love with some new guy, ofcourse, not me. GRRR i hate this shit... hmm this ans shit have the same letters. I ( Read more... )