i spend life in a car
but at this point the road has taken over the steering wheel
i have no control
im bound to crash
but i dotn know when

i cant keep up the insignificant part that i play

"the choice is up to you"
"you shouldn't have to carry what you do"

stupid volcanoe metaphors get to my head

WTF?

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i swear as soon as i get my license im going to take evan with me, somewhere, willingly. away from this place
atleast i hope sometime soon ill be able to go to RI w/him. iwould like 2 meet some of his freinds. ahhh whatever.........outy again

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