i wonder if i really love him

this is getting way too hard.
harder than it should be, i think.

ugh. i'm definitely having one of those days ( Read more... )

( um.. pictures. )

ohhh the things you do when you think that no one will ever know.

people make mistakes, right? but how long can it be considered a mistake before its just... doing it. does that make sense? ugh, i'm so confused with everything.

but, i guess thats what life is for.. or some nonsense like that.

i am, beyond a shadow of a doubt, the weakest person i know.

and that is very sad.

i'm so in love.

thats all.

Zulu Scud: dear tevin, how are you, love dan

teehee.

She said, 'please don't ever leave me again, I may have lost a few of my friends but I'll be damned if I stand here and let you destroy me.'
Well I put one foot outside that door, and I knew right then, that's one more place that I'll never be able to call home.i would make you fall for me so hard you wouldn't be able to stand, but you wouldn't ( Read more... )

well, it was a long morning at the train station.

his train was supposed to be here at 5 a.m.
it didn't show up until 7:45 a.m.
thats uh.. thats really fucking late.

but, matt is home now.
with me.
at least for now.
and may i cherish the time that we have
until he runs away from me as well.

do you hear the jet plane yawning miles across the sky ( Read more... )