Sep 20, 2006 13:04
Anonymous commenting is ON. What I want you to do is a post a confession in a comment. It can be about anything, even me, but you must make it anonymously. Hell it can be the most retarded, pointless confession ever for all I care. I'll probably reply, too.
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I'm too afraid to face it, though. I'm scared of the idea of falling in love again.
I've been screwed over and broken to so many pieces that I've given up on picking them up. The only way I think they could ever be picked up would be through her, and I know that won't ever happen.
She doesn't have that kind of love for me, so I know I'll get rejected if I admit it, which will inevitably lead to distance between us, and the idea of that scares me to death because I do love her and I need her, even if has to be only as a friend.
The only place where I feel safe is in her arms. She made me feel after I thought I'd never be able to feel again.
I want to be like that for her, but I know I won't. The most I can do for the both of us is to try to make the feelings go away, for both of our sakes.
I dont want to fuck things up. She means everything to me and I only want her to be happy, even if I won't ever be the person to make her happy in the sense I want to.
Thanks for posting this.
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I say don't be afraid. If you constantly live in that fear (...damn I'm hypocrite), you'll only be hurting yourself even more than you would if you took that chance. Sure, there's the chance that her feelings aren't returned for you. But you won't know for sure until you question her. You shouldn't look at this all so negatively, it's unhealthy.
It's great that you're willing to sacrifice your love for her and form it into a friendship, but hey - if she likes you, there's no reason for you to make it into a friendship.
Trying to wreck those feelings of love may even ruin a possible friendship moreso than other routes. She might get the wrong feeling, and end of feeling like she's the one rejected in the end.
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