In this world, one of the most simple and difficult of things to do is love and be loved. Simple? Yes. Difficult? Incredibly so ( Read more... )

although it was so long ago
i've never really forgotten, you know
'though many a'sun have come and gone
truth be told, i loved you all along
in my own way
i loved you everyday
'though i didn't show it
deep down i know you know it
but in the meantime
should your hand fall in mine
know i'll never let it fall
it's all i wanted after all

one year ago, today.

doesn't hurt right now.

but we'll see about later on today.

until next time...

and write an honest and open entry ( Read more... )

can't write.
just feel.

i wish i could.
get this all out.

i don't want to just pen it.
i want to verbalize it.
but i don't have it in me either way.

i can't get into detail.
but i'll say this:

i have an inferiority complex.
and i have a superiority complex about it...

and they say i'm not messed up in the head...

i'm scared ( Read more... )

is one good cry.

i just wanna crawl up into his lap and just cry.

i'm so tired of feeling expendable, inferior and unworthy.

i've been trying to cry all day.
i guess i really don't have it in me.
(or maybe i just don't wanna ruin my mascara and eye liner. ha, the one hint of humor in this entry).

i just...
i just need to cry.

i wish i

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Lie, steal, cheat, and drink ( Read more... )

that you're far too beautiful, my dear ( Read more... )