Last night me and Lisha went out. We were just takin' a ride at first, but then we decided to go to Visalia. So yeah, we went to Starbucks and all that good stuff. We cruised Mooney for a lil bit then we decided to go back to Corcoran ( Read more... )

look into my eyes
and tell me you love me
look into the darkened skies
and tell me there is no cloud you see

tell me that the world is safe
that i shouldnt ever have to worry
tell me that my life'll be so long
growing up isn't a hurry

tell me that i'll be okay
tell me that it's just today
tell me that it's only me...
cuz i'm asking you to lie to

Okay so I went to the Clinic today at COS ( Read more... )

Here's what I hate.

Going through the motions every day and all the while feeling more and more alone.

That's what I truly hate.

Until Next Time...

Everything's a mess.
And everything just seems to make it worse.
And I hate this.
I hate feeling this way.

Hope about tomorrow...
fuck that shit.

I read in Whitney's journal about strength. I may not be quoting correctly but it was something along the lines of "strength is how well you can hide weakness ( Read more... )

It seems as if the majority of my entries come down to me and my bitching about how I'm feeling. This entry remains no different. Like the prior entry, the theme here is how alone I feel ( Read more... )

I just had random thought about this ( Read more... )

Here I am in this world. And I'm feeling so lost, so alone. I have no base in this world. No sense of security. Nothing that I know I can fall back on at the end of the day and feel safe in ( Read more... )

I'm not in a good place in my life right now ( Read more... )