Man, Speachless........... Found out today my mom is having some medical problems. I had a feeling she was hiding something. She does that so us kids wont worry. With my shit going on, now her possibly being sick also is just like FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK ( Read more... )

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I was thinking today, who would it be in the whole entire world that ide do anything 4. So, I went through the process of elimination, and obviously it came out to be Rainelle. We spent the evening together last night, ate dinner (I fucked up her steak dammit), watched that movie "Uptown Girl's"...Made me cry. Drank rasberry itilian soda's she ( Read more... )

Ya Ya........... Angelina Jolie look's fucking hot all high! Play's the part well in "Gia". Hmmmmmmmmmm, decided to update now I dont have anything to say. Bought a new stereo, a Ani de franco cd..........recomended by one Miss Rainelle. I realized Friday how much alcohol played such a big part in my life before. I had my first craving friday ( Read more... )

if this entry does not show up, I give up!

I knew it! My Dr. said I can not drive!!!!!!!!!!! What the fuck am I supposed to do? Too weak to walk or stand for any length of time, But, I would be putting other's and myself at risk. So, I must obey his opinion. Man, I never thought this would happen. I'm going to see him this week (my dr.) he want's to see me. Other physical things are ( Read more... )

I AM NOT READY TO FUCKING GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
that's all I have to say!

Well, finally I've decided to update while I have the strength too. I'm finally back at home. My mom and sister and friends are taking care of me. (And Aryan). Just got her back today. The mean kitty kitty!! Nah, she isnt mean, just hates other cat's, not human's. Well, it's been hell since I've been gone. In and out of hospital,s. The ( Read more... )