what a day!!!! I talked to nicole today and she told me some pretty heavy stuff.....I need to talk to you nicole. Mark Paul is back in my life, and he asked me to be his girl tonight, and i said yes. so mark and i are together...a connection that should of been a long time ago.
Marshall your awesome!!! mARK THank you baby......i am so happy

I am sorry I have been so out of it lately.....I feel like I have no one. anyone i have ever cared about it seems have left me. thank god for nicole and Cammy i love you both..anyways to try to cure some of my depression i went shopping...heres what i got...
( new clothes )

I hate being single...I dont have anyone to hold, kiss, wake up next too, love, to make love too. I have no one. I hate this feeling. I am finally working again and thats nice. but then I come home to this emtpy house and its depressing...I dont know, maybe someday i will meet someone again...TiffyAmberT

wow, I havent updated in awhile. Nothing exciting is going on right now. I ahvent heard from Holly in awhile, so i dont really know whats going on with the stand point. I also feel like No one wants to talk to me, its kind of upsetting.....but oh well....lol well nothing much is going on

I lead such a boring life. I have few friends unfortunatly. I need more friends please TiffyAmberT....I am also single right now, kind of looking I dont really know. I am however beginning taping for fastlane again soon. I cant wait, i love that show so much. Anyways I am just chilling right now..so drop me a line

I am IN long Beach right now. I had a rough night last night but here I am better then ever. thank god for Matt he is so wonderful and Holly. I really hope my life is going to get better!!1 ( Read more... )

I guess shopping is a good remedy, I still dont feel like myself and i am still lost, but i was able to go shopping and find some hot new stuff...Maybe I will feel more like myself. Or not..I will never be the same again. I flew out to new zealand today to hang out with holly, were both lost and sad, and upset so i decided to get out of la and hang ( Read more... )

I am officially moved out as of 10:00 last night. I am living in this georgous house in Long beach, where i grew up. I am slowly trying to peice my life together, after losing my precious child and losing jordan. However i hope britt makes jordan happy and he enjoyes being a dad. I want nothing more then jordan being happy, even though it still ( Read more... )

well that was a nice homecoming, I come home after visiting my family for the fourth, and to find out jordans gone and with Britty now. So now I have no one...nothing.....I lost the man I love...the man that means the world to me..I have no friends..no nothing. I am moving back to long beach i guess and hope i can peice my life back together

I think I might go to the hospital and visit Nicole, I havent seen her since Jordan left the hospital. I hope she is okay, and Meech how are you holding up?? Jordan and I are helping each other get through the loss of our precious child. Its hard but were doing it together and that means the world to us both. were back together and very happy. I ( Read more... )