So Selfish.....

[tiffaroozel2004]

I realized today just how much of a selfish, self-centered person I am. Lower than low I am....why do I even deserve to be happy? All I deserve to be is alone. I am so ashamed...I really am...embarassed too. All I can do when I look at myself is put my head down in shame. My parents didn't bring me up to be this way...so why do jealousy, hate, and

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[0n3w1n93dan93l]

As far as change and stuff like that, what did you expect when you dated someone, moved in with them, got engaged? All these things set up life really fast, they create a mold for your living arrangements which ultimately means: Routen

[tiffaroozel2004]

These were again, my thoughts and feelings....didn't really need anyone to respond. When I got to bed at night...I silence my phone because I do not like being woken up. I was just getting my feelings out about my new living arrangements. I do not have the resources you do to lessen stress. I am never too busy for you, and most the time when you call I am at work. I never know my schedule in advance...it is always different days and different hours every week, and it is pissing me off too. Never think I do not care about you....EVER...or that I try to ignore you...thats not the case at all. We have decided that we are not going to have Christy on Joe's side and you on my side but MAYBE the other way around. Not sure yet but I will let you know when I know.

Love you!!

Tiff