Nothing BetterWill someone please call a surgeon ( Read more... )

I'm soo stressed out right now. Well maybe its just because my lower back hurts more then it ever has. Weird thing is i dont even know why it hurts. But it hurts to the point where i dont want to do anything but lay down, and i cant because i have things to finsih, like homework. Psh i wasnt even supposed to have school till Friday but my teacher ( Read more... )

So Josh wanted to come over and spend the night cuz he had no where to stay so i said okay but there would be no kissing cuz we're not togehter.

and he got so mad..

and this is part of what he texted me...pretty lame if you ask me

"you are a fucking heartless selfish bitch and i didnt wanna believe it for so long but i shoulda realized ur a fake ( Read more... )

Boy are so complicated.
Boys are so weird.
Josh is so fucking weird.

So i guess sometime during this week his plan is to...well come to my house and kill himself in front of me. Wtf, thats creepy and iduno. He's also gonna haunt me in his 'afterlife'. I dont get him. He's making me seem like this bad person that breaks hearts but really he broke my ( Read more... )

I'm pretty much really scared to go to school today. I finished all the work..kinda..half ass style. But this test..omg i dont know how im gonna do on that. For one im never good on test and two...well i just really didnt study ( Read more... )

Fuck insomnia im going to bed!!

Another night of being awake and being booored as heck. Right now im extremely pissed off. Well actually im not mad that much, because its really funny. I dont get why people these days think they're tight ass shit and can make people like someone...haha...whatever.

Last night i was laying in my bed thinking of a good New Years resolution and i ( Read more... )

I have had the best past few days oh my. Friday was just wonderful. Mercedes and i were nervous as heeeck but we made it through,hehe. Getting there was ahh scary but then i met up with Travis and well he is just the cutest boy ever. There were like a bajillion fights though, and of course i knew like the people in them because i swear everyone ( Read more... )

So i just got home from lunch with my parents. It wasnt bad we got along, for once. But mr. asshole Josh had to text me the whole time and we got in this huge texting fight. He was saying a load of crap about how im selfish and he went out of his way for me all the time. Yeaaaah okay. I guess im supposed to forget about when he cheated on me like ( Read more... )