So this is a belated post regarding my birthday. Brittany, Jasmine and I were planning a super duper birthday bash for all of our birthdays. I thought it would just be a chill event, but I totally forgot about the alcohol aspect of parties. Even though I have been extremely tight on cash recently, I was pretty sure I could pitch in like $30 for ( Read more... )

With the Ochem midterm coming up on this Friday, I am starting to feel more nauseous. I am starting to feel so overwhelmed that I can't really function properly. I sit and refresh my e-mail like every 15 minutes with my ochem notes open, but can't bring myself to look at them. Then whenever I think about the ochem midterm, I start getting this sick ( Read more... )

So I was in the library the other day with one of my roomies, Jen. She was studying for her sociology midterm that she had in a couple of hours while I just decided to study for Ochem since I felt I was really behind (which I am, I spent like at least 4 hours studying o-chem yesterday and I didn't really know if I actually learned anything because ( Read more... )

So this whole week, I have been listening to more melancholy music; my facebook even states it, saying that it makes me feel peaceful. Well I realized that I have been listening to sad music because I miss my family and all my beautiful friends. Going away for school has definitely been one of the hardest things I have ever done, living away from ( Read more... )

So I have just started my first official week of school. Well I had Ochem lab yesterday, but I totally forgot to pack my goggles. But I was thinking no worries, just because last time I had an extra pair of goggles in my drawer and they lent out goggles at the dispensary. At the beginning of lab, our TA even said if you didn't even have your ( Read more... )

So I got to thinking, am I a selfish person? Usually I would like to say no, but growing up, I think I have gotten to be a lot more selfish. I used to let friends borrow my possessions, whenever they wanted, whatever they wanted. But through college, I have been noticing that I am very protective with my belongings, I question if I should help ( Read more... )

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What is happening to me? I am falling apart, and this past summer, I feel as if my whole world is crashing down on me. Ok, maybe not that bad, but for sure, my world is falling apart. With everything that has been going on in my life, I feel like I haven't been myself. I keep putting up this side of me that makes everything seem hunky dory, when in ( Read more... )

Well I would like to believe that I stop and question life every once in a while but today's sermon brought up a lot of questions about how I should be living my life. I know, the sirens are probably going off inside your head since I mentioned SERMON! Yes, this is a church related journal entry, but I think you should just hear me out on this one ( Read more... )

So I think the realization of finals coming is finally hitting me. I think I am feeling really emotional right now. I don't think it helped that Oli also called me and told me about her drama. I guess I am ok, but finals and the amount of work that I have to study is pushing me over the edge. In addition, I think my dress is kind of broken. yea, I ( Read more... )