I've had like the shittiest day! I'm super sick, and I can't play lacrosse which is the only thing that's going really well right now. I love playing outside, throwing around with my friends, and the excitement of the game, but to sit on the sidelines because I'm too fatigued is just so depressing ( Read more... )

I don't really know what to do about prom. There's no one I really want to go with, but I don't want to go alone; I wouldn't want to say no if someone asked me, but I probably wouldn't want to go with them if they did (with a few exceptions that would probably never ask me), but I don't want people to not ask me also. I thought maybe I wouldn't ( Read more... )

bah...I'm kinda in a shitty mood because I got 4 whole minutes of playing time in the lacrosse game today, and my coach was like (1) I give equal playing time, and I need to play you the whole Westview game, and (2) we're trying to phase seniors out because we need to get the girls who will be playing on varsity next year a lot of practice, and i ( Read more... )

My weekend was pretty tight. I was going to see sin city on thursday, but i didn't :( friday i had lax in the morning, lax lunch, then i helped out with middle school lax, and then i went to the lax game! after that, i went to red robin with like everyone and their neighbor, and then to emma's. her house is way cool, and i had fun ( Read more... )

i totally haven't updated this in a long while. things are going ok ( Read more... )

Let's just say today had it's ups and downs ( Read more... )

i just made the best study guide on the planet for my modern physics test, because i am that cool.

So I'm back in PDX, but for the first time, I miss nh!!! I had so much fun working at Cranmore, and since they offered me a job, I keep pondering "Could I drop out of school and be a ski bum the rest of my life?" Well yes, I COULD, but I won't because my parents will have a cow, and if I'm a ski bum, I'd need to live with them ( Read more... )

I know I'm freaking about about a little thing, but I'm pretty hurt. About a month ago, my dad and I started to communicate about feelings I was having about our relationship, and he agreed to give up drinking to try and change. He was so supportive and agreed with everything that I was saying/asking of him, that I was taken aback that he would ( Read more... )

work was exhausting today. so i had the more "advanced" kids, and they were doing so well, so I took them down a blue trail they were doing great until the youngest, 4 years old, got so tired, that I had to carry him down the rest of the mountain. He didn't weigh much, but I am sooooooooooooo exhausted!