Wasting my time on nothing special

[tiger_balm]

Im thinking about breaking up with Chris. I cant even stand to look at him when im speaking. I hate him. He has fucked up so much, and i feel that for someone who is supposed to be on the path of a final chance in earning back trust.....he's doing a pathetic job. Yesterday we went to Portsmouth to see the Mary Rose...and i felt it was soo hard to

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[regis_mcmahon]

*huggles*

Seems to me that if you were still in Canada and all this was happening that you would have thrown him to the curb by now....

Just cuz you're in the UK doesnt mean youre trapped hun....

Anyways, I'm always here if you need it Angie Pangie

[tiger_balm]

Thanks...and see!!!!.....im not a daft girl and in any other circumstance i would not/do not/have not put up with anybodys shit. So why am i so weak now? it frusterates the hell out of me because i know i owe it to myself to walk away and find something and someone who will treat me the right way...but at the same time i want that person to be Chris. im not willing to bend my standards to accomadate some piece of scum into my heart, but at the same time i'm holding out for him to Change his ways and grow up a bit. (who am i kidding, alot) can he do it? if his whole heart is in it and he loves me as much as he says then yes. Do i believe it no..... So it's up to him to prove himself worthy at this point. I really want him to win. How's Shannon?