so the most attractive guy at depaul turned out to be gay. we went to the zoo today after class and he just made a comment about an ex boyfriend and then a minute later asked if i had any clue that he was gay ( Read more... )

after lots of careful thinking and close considering, i've realized why i love in rainbows so much. it's radiohead's sexiest album. ya dig?

i feel isolated and suffocated. together, my emotions are confused. do i breathe deeper? do i run around in the cold rain, or stay in my house desperate for any human connection? my soul hurts. i'm frustrated, i've had a really rough week and nothing to show for it. i'm taking my first W on a transcript, because i refuse to fail a class. who ever ( Read more... )

life always gives me so much to think about. why do i feel the need to save people? maybe because i can't stand seeing people who can't save themselves.

the past is ever present. (it's a permanent resident)

your eyes, they turn me.

hey remember that time when i found a human tooth, down on delancey? hey remember that time we decided to kiss anywhere except the mouth? hey remember that time when my favorite colors was pink and green? hey remember that month when i only ate boxes of tangerines? so cheap and juicy! tangerines. hey remember that time when i would only read ( Read more... )

i've never been so happy that a team lost. i mean, i always love when the yankees lose, but i don't have much invested in the yankees, besides sentiments. for the cubs, it's a totally different story. after 15 hours of work today that started at 6 am (before sunrise!), i was just happy to be able to go home. and not work tomorrow. wooo. i get to ( Read more... )

october? really?

i'm rocking out old school with my spanking new, 15 dollar portable cd player. it has 60 second anti-shock protection memory and a fancy little remote attached to the headphone wire so i can skip through songs at my own convenience. who needs an ipod when i have years worth of mixes from all different people i haven't heard in too long? oh, the ( Read more... )

harry potter.
work at 7:30.

i've never been to the hospital before, except when i was born, and when i visited my grandfather before he died 2 years ago. i've never gotten stitches, or broken or fractured any bones, or had any kind of surgery. being 20, i knew that my first time in the hospital would be bad...and so it was. i fell down a flight of stairs on saturday night, ( Read more... )