Life is just screwed up!!!!

[tigerbuddy45]

Okay sorry you guys it might seem like I'm yelling at you but I'm not I'm just in a really bad mood. I mean with what happened Friday (Ben trying to commit Suicide) and then people blaming this all on me to this day. I dont even know how I can survive

Comments

[anonymous]

god makes things happen for a reason. Maybe one day you'll realize that. ben is a nice guy. He loved you. but it wasn't all your fault alot of things had happened that week you just kinda pushed the last button.

[tigerbuddy45]

I didnt mean to push the last button if I did, and I'm sorry. I dont ever want to lose him. I mean I love him and when I thought I was going to lose him to suicide I paniced. I literally did everything I could to find him I was scared so badly. But you know what....I think people just hate me right now so I think I need to ignore everyone right now.

[anonymous]

If you broke up with Ben why do u still care so much for him?

[tigerbuddy45]

I broke up with Ben cause I was tired of hurting him. I felt like I was killing him inside and ruining his life and I didnt want to do that anymore. So I left thinking it was best for him and now look what happens. Today Ben and my friend Dan acted like Dan was choking Ben and I about lost it I literally started crying because I almost lost Ben once I dont want to lose him for real. If you dont understand me by now I understand, but what I'm trying to say is that I stil Love him but hey everyone loses what they really want at times right?

[novatus]

Ok for one god gave us choices now if you choose to make the wrong choice that isn't his fault.You learn bye your mistakes and to do better.
and about ben he is a grown boy he made that choice him self tell him to be a real man and walk away and move on.This is not your fault so tell your friends to kiss your as-!!That and if ben decides to take his own life he is a punk taking the easy way out because life is not fair or even sometimes wright.You know what thats life either love it or leave it.But if some one kills there self that is not your fault and maybe he has deeper problems.So don't be stressed life can be good!!!!

[tigerbuddy45]

You know you are right he is a grown boy/man but hey my life has been messed up in so many ways that I'm beginning to think that I should just avoid people from now on because if everyone is going to blame this on me then maybe it is my fault and I should just live with it.

[novatus]

Ok for one HOW COULD IT BE YOUR FAULT.bull this is his way of throwing a tantrum to get what he wants like a child that want a cookie.just head games has he done it yet?no! so stop listening no negative talk.Those other people just feel sorry for him ride it out it will go away when his attention is drawn to the next girl.Trust me I am older and have been through every type of guy.love ya sweetie

[tigerbuddy45]

yes you are older. man lol i wont even say my comment cause i know the next time i see you my buitt will be on the ground lol so im just going to go. bye