"But just because they can't feel it too ( Read more... )

and i TOTALLY screwed everything up. if i wasnt blind i wouldve SEEN that i needed to just tell them i could work mondays and i wouldve gotten the job and i would be full time and i wouldnt be mad at myself right now for screwing it up. OH. EM. GEE. i'm an IDIOT.

why am i so blind sometimes????

its been awhile. i'm sick. stupid freakin cold situation is not my favorite.

i had so much more to say, but i cant concentrate enough to sit here and type it all out. nevermind 8P

i just got an email from one of my cousins in italy. it was all in italian and while i struggled through it, i actually managed to undrstand it. i miss him so much and i wish that my cousins were not so far away and inaccesible ( Read more... )

not entirely sure why i find it necessary to investigate nostradamus and rasputin at almost 2 in the morning. but they are fascinating. particularly nostradamus. its insanely impressive that so many predictions of his have come true. at first i thought 'people see things that they want to see' but some of this stuff is down right creepy. and about ( Read more... )

dear john mayer,

fuck you for making me cry with your stupid 'say' song. its freakin beautiful but its killin me because i never got to.

also, remind me not to watch the bucket list. i dont think i can handle it.

i'll be moving into my own apartment. i will have a HOME. i can call it mine ( Read more... )

in the morning, i'm goin to get an apartment with carl. we're signing papers and moving in friday. FRIDAY. HELL FUCKING YEAH.

that is all really.

both of them are impossible.

i have to succeed.

we shall see how well this goes.

also, i am going back to being a brunette. thoughts?

where is everyone?