true story. it is cold outside. it is FUCKING cold outside ( Read more... )

after 7 hours of dance, i'm still not sick of it. my knees are busted up and bruised and sore. my ankles are sore (???). my back is exhausted. my hips are sore... but none of it matters because i'm so excited for this show. the only bummer about two hell weeks is missing two weeks of project runway. haha. we all got so hyper and giddy during ( Read more... )

i'm bored with my appearance lately. it's time for another piercing. or maybe a tattoo. i've wanted to get my hebrew name tattooed for awhile now, but my dad made a good point where it will permanently associate me with a certain religion/ethnic group. but i figure i'd be putting it in a place where no one would really see it. so i think the next ( Read more... )

exhaustion is hitting me SOOOO hard right now. omg. it makes me fear for the real world cuz i'll probably be this busy all the time forever and i dont know if my body can handle it. it can handle being a closed lab with ether in the air, but it cant handle life in general. so so so tired all the time. i need to start drinking coffee again ( Read more... )

you know what? i don't know what to do with myself right now. i've completely run out of steam. i have no motivation to study, even though i desperately need to ( Read more... )

wow. what the fuck just happened...

i am completely burnt out. i'm so inclined to give up on so many things right now because everything just seems like a lost cause but i just can't. my body is telling me to sleep but i just won't let it happen. my feet are telling me to stop dancing but i just can't. my head is telling me to GIVE UP ON MEN and for some reason, i just don't. i have ( Read more... )

i'm exhausted. it's really early in the semester and i already feel burnt out. i'm sleep deprived from a weekend of listening to my neighbors scream drunkenly at each other while slamming doors and crying on their cell phones. i'm tired from constantly running around doing things. this is my schedule for this week:

Sunday, September 1610:30AM - ( Read more... )

I broke up with him. He was cheating on me. WITH TWO GIRLS. INCLUDING HIS EX. And he doesn't even feel bad. I don't know what I saw in him to begin with. Oh well. Life goes on...

I never use this stupid thing! I believe it's been... two months ( Read more... )