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can't focus yet, just flounder
i should be studying. but i'm not. because i'm.. not ready to learn yet. my mind has to be primed.... has to be sharpened so that i'm willing to jump up and take words in and make them mine and kick information back out. and my brain kills but all i want to do is sleep and drain it away and not have sex. so much tension talking to that girl this ( Read more... ) -
the weekend
Something has to be done. But I’m dreadfully afraid that there really isn’t anything to be done - what if this is it? What if this is what life is supposed to be? I’m afraid of these possibilities. I’m afraid of what might happen if I continue to go along with things, to not put up a wall for defense and lay down blasting caps for those trying to ( Read more... ) -
tabard
I was totally hitting on this classically New England skinny guy last night. I wasn't even all that intoxicated. Weird.
Also, I think my theme for lingerie show will be theater tech. Gaff tape and a work belt and boots.. I don't think I need much more than that.. -
Buzzed
Ha, I can drink quasi responsibly. I just wish I had someone to hold onto right now ( Read more... ) -
Rainbow madness and rampant lions
I'm going to visit Exeter this weekend. I'm really excited. Even if I'm not really excited for the concert, I'm still very much looking forward to just being in a manageable, familiar, and homey climate. Dartmouth isn't a bad place, but it's sending me up that walls, and like Exeter, all of that is hard to deal with when alone. I don't even know ( Read more... ) -
Friday the 13th
For the record, I technically crashed into the electric on Saturday the 14th. Though yesterday I did manage to be late for both class and work.
I always wanted and expected more out of a black eye. I'm disappointed. -
I'm assuming Religion wasn't an option
You scored as Philosophy. You should be a Philosophy major! Like the Philosopher, you are contemplative and you enjoy thinking about the purpose for humanity's existence.
Philosophy
92%
Dance
92%
Journalism
92%
Linguistics
83%
Theater
75%
English
67%
Sociology
67%
Mathematics
58%
Psychology
50%
Anthropology
50%
Art
42%
Engineering
42%
Biology
33%
Chemistry
17%
What is your ( Read more... ) -
This year blew because...
I didn't make any resolutions last year. I can't believe it took me a year to notice that I literally didn't have any direction. Not even the fake one we gives ourselves on the 31st and 1st ( Read more... ) -
bitterly relieved
yes, it's horrible that a smug little smile came across my face at the idea of christmas not being the same for anyone. though, on further reflection this means nothing to me, as the seat of my bitterness about holidays rests on basic tenants of what it is to celebrate and be close with family and friends blah blah blah. -
Listening to Playlist: Death
Well, ok. I had a plan. I had a couple of plans. I rarely stick to plans. I'm not really sure what's going on ( Read more... )