hey y'all i have been very busy so i really havent been able to write anything recently. shits been crazy. i havent spent a nite at home in a long time. my cats probably hate me. but i have been home long enough to feed them. schools been kickin my ass and my hunny has been too. we spend as much time together on his days off that we can. so yeah ( Read more... )

hey whats up y'all? well i finally got an answer to the question i have been asking my special friend. he asked me if i wanted to be his and of course i said yes!!! that was last nite. damn im happy again even tho this month is bad 4 me. but yeah so im not single as of yesterday. shit all day yesterday we were holding hands every where we went. he ( Read more... )

so yesterday my mom and i found out that the dog and her pups have to come home b/c she went after elizabeth's grandson who is 2. yeah im not really happy about that. a first time mom with 3 living pups and one stillborn?? come on now, shes gonna be very over protective of her babies. most dogs would be like that. shit if i had a child and was a ( Read more... )

last nite i got a phone call around 9. it was my mom. she said that we had a puppy. i was like what. she said yeah, we have a little boy!! i was like awwwww. get ur ass here so we can see him. so she came and got me. when we finally got there it was about 10. i asked elizabeth, the breeder, if i could go and see her. she said yeah i dont see ( Read more... )

well let me tell u. my dad came home and told me that i have to break most of my plans for saturday. but the good thing is that i am gettin a car then!!!!!! the guy that i like has had his phone off all day so i havent talked to him. grrrrrrrrrrr!!! i miss him even though i saw him yesterday. i was supposed to go over there after i picked my mom ( Read more... )

its new years eve. yeah that sux. my sweetheart still hasnt called me yet. im waiting for him to get home dropping his friend off at her sisters house. i talked to him like a half hour ago and its killin me. i want to spend newyears with him. i really dont think thats gonna happen. i wanted my new years kiss but that wont happen either. god men ( Read more... )

well it all started last nite. i went to my special friends apt. we fell asleep on his couch. then woke up at like 1230-100AM. and we went to bed. sometime in themiddle of the nite, i woke up to mine and his hands linked. i about cried. that was like the happiest feeling in the world. it had to have been like 330 in the morning. he held on ( Read more... )

Playground school bell rings again ( Read more... )

today has been the worst day of my life so fuckin far... first i had to go to my dads gurls condo yeah thats was fun... not... next my oldest bro comes over and is an ass to me yeah that royally pissed me off... then on the ride how, which was like 5 hours later, the middle one said he wanted to kick a special persons ass... i am FUCKIN ( Read more... )

i have no idea what im doin here!! why cant get any answers?... why me?... what have i done?... love and happiness, whats that?... i had a piece of shit ride, now its dead... whats a gurl to do?... yeah i have friends but sumtymes thats not enough... a gurl always needs more... there is this special person in my life, but he is just ( Read more... )