There, there, now, it's ok. It's shitty here too. It's shitty in Illinois. It's shitty everywhere. The Midwest is, for the time being, a monstrous fucking wasteland of mud, snow, gray, rolling nothingness, and shapeless gray people shuffling about with their heads down. I actually had a near nervous collapse two weeks ago from the awfulness of it. I wanted to go back to Texas. I wanted to take up my best friend from high school on her offer to get an apartment together and just enjoy working and hanging out with cool people. But I resolved to stick it out and finish this damn degree.
Anyway, I send you hugs and advise you to resist the urge to hibernate. Talk to your friends regularly and preferrably in person. If your apartment is messy or out of order (I have no idea, making no judgements at all), clean it. I am a huge slob, but I picked stuff up in my apartment and the feeling of orderliness made life feel more in control and less awful. Um, that's about the only advice I can give you. Maybe get some drugs? I dunno
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Anyway, I send you hugs and advise you to resist the urge to hibernate. Talk to your friends regularly and preferrably in person. If your apartment is messy or out of order (I have no idea, making no judgements at all), clean it. I am a huge slob, but I picked stuff up in my apartment and the feeling of orderliness made life feel more in control and less awful. Um, that's about the only advice I can give you. Maybe get some drugs? I dunno
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by the way, the reason you aren't seeing any is because we've traded them for scenesters. they're just as dirty, but they're really mean.
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