The other day I did it. I did the thing I thought I'd never do. On December 17th, 2006, Calvin told me it was over. I was hurt. No. More than that. I was devastated. I didn't understand. For almost 11 months I held onto the idea that he'd come back. He didn't come back. He found a girl on his way to Sacramento and stayed overnight with her in Vegas
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My grandma told me I should write a book about my life. I laughed at the idea of it, mainly because I don't think most people would read it. Additionally, I wouldn't know where to start, how to organize it, or what to call it
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The ping and pang - the anticipation - the worry - the waiting - the crying - the giddiness - the cancelling of other plans - the unrealistic effort - the going out of my way - the sighs....