Another little piece of enlightenment

[tigeris]

I figured something else out today, that is I cannot be happy. I am not quite sure why this is but it is a fact. I had a fantabulos day yestarday, got work done, finished my set of councelling sessions and even managed to have the will to stay for law. All of which are good things

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[purple_bug]

*giant hugs* Give me a call later if you want to talk, k? I'll be in all evening.

[tigeris]

Thanks hun, I am sick of talking, I just don't want anything any more I was handling it but now I back to square one cept this time I don't have councellor to help me through. I can't have it as a crutch, I have to handle this, if I can't then I might as well die, cause then I can't handle life.

[prozac_pixie]

cept this time I don't have councellor to help me through

Jus go back to the councelling service and make another appointment, they're not gonna say no, especially if you need it.

[tigeris]

I dont wanna rely on it
I have to manage on my own sometime

[purple_bug]

Sometimes it's better to rely on something than risk crashing. If it'll help, go see someone. Don't feel weak for asking - asking for help is sometimes the strongest thing you can do.
I'm worried about you.

[x__gill__x]

hey, that all doesn't sound to great and i'm amazed at your strength of coping so well with it all already. i'm here if u decide you do want to talk anything sometime, oh and it was really great seeing you again last week.x