I hate how I can't make up my mind about anything. I hate how I'm going to have to do somethig I really don't want to do. I really hate the constant pain because 1200mg of ibuprofen isnt enough. I hate that I seem so pahetic writing this. But for once I'd rather have it be somewhere besides in my head. I hate how I can't apprieciate what I have. ( Read more... )

I don't really hate my life, I just hate my wretched health problems. I don't get it... I never get sick, but I have heart problems, hip problems, knee/ankle problems and so-called head problems. Speaking of, orthopedist follow-up on thursday. Get to look over my MRI films. Never get an MRI, boring as hell. Try lying on a table for an hour, not ( Read more... )

Although no one from northeast reads this...

Don't be a conformist and vote for that other person... don't be a sheep

Be a llama.. vote for llana!!!

Other than that, I got a new computer, seeing as my other one had cancer, I have arthritis in my left hip and I have to get a MRI. Oh yay. And I moveas well as a one legged seagull. Life is fun.

I'm bored. I've put off my history homework for two weeks now and it looks like I'm going to have to finally break down and suffer through it. Oh woe is me and my over-achieving ways. Why did I take AP? There's no way I'm going to pass that test. So it's been a while since I updated. SPIFFS came and went, I didn't fall on my face and I managed to ( Read more... )

I have finally decided to admit to myself that I am a very negative person. Very negative. I am also cynical, bitter, sarcastic, manipulative, arrogant and occasionally downright scary. Forgive me for not being the child I once was. I no longer enjoy sharing, I no longer enjoy the company of most people and I'm not as... bright?... as I once ( Read more... )

Well I am once again the lead whore of the russian company. not literally, I just ended up as the gypsy again. oh holy squee and a half. but I cant do ballet until after spring hols. only because I really messed up my hip. but its been like that since freshman year. and I messed up my knee. you know, during that mahor competition where I fell in ( Read more... )

Yeah, it would have been great... if it wasn't completely horrible. Practically blew the whole damn competition. At least I got up fast. Was up before I'd even realized that I had fallen. Except I heard it. And I felt it. And I heard the audience gasp and saw everyone backstage turn to look at me. Embarassing? Hell yeah. Finished the section, ( Read more... )

so I ninja'ed it. like I said... I'm bored. and it seemed the typical thing to do ( Read more... )

It's fun, I don't keep my fingers on the right keys but I don't have to look at the keyboard anymore. Imean, I still do because I can type faster that way, but the pijt is that I don't have to. Went to dance class... took half of it. This whole injury thing really sucks. I should be doing my chem report right now, or outlining/reviewing for ( Read more... )

all for you darlings... other than that, what the hell am I doing here? I know! Can I be one of the emo I-have-a-livejournal-so-be-nice-to-me kids? oh peachy apricots isnt' that ever so lovely?