So upset with my friends from home right now...

I just can't believe it. Well, I guess it's better to know who are your real friends.

Which is Andrew, because he's awesome and took me to this pimpin' wine bar in the city where we had blood orange sangria and a cookie sundae!

So the guy I met ( Read more... )

So... this guy I met.

Yeah, had a date yesterday. Went awesome. I'm awesome.

It's been too long. For once, I am with a guy who wants me, thinks I'm hot/beautiful/sexy/attractive in addition to funny & smart.

If anything, this is doing wonders for my self esteem. Just what I needed...

Hey LJ!

I've lost 16 pounds!
16 FUCKING POUNDS! HOLY SHIT!

I'm super happy. 8 more to go

On a side note - I was just talking about Ronnie James Dio today, about how one of my younger co-workers had no idea who he was [I had to walk away from the conversation] and I find out, hours later, that he's dead. Died. Today. Wtf?! WTF?!

You will be missed.

DIO HAS ROCKED, FOR A LONG LONG TIME

HE HAS SOARED ON THE WINGS OF A DEMON!!!

I gotta start looking at the good things in my life ( Read more... )

I would out tonight with some friends and Mike. He's graduating from Grad School. Law and Urban Planning. And ya know, despite everything, I am really happy for him ( Read more... )

I saw Mike tonight

It was hard, really hard.

I wanted to touch him. to hug and kiss him... but I couldn't

Despite all the shit he put me though, the hurt and the pain and the lies, I wanted to grab him and hold me close...

But it's okay. I'm back here at my place, alone. And it's okay. I'm still here and I'm fine. I will be fine.

I've been so lazy... for weeks.

Still unhappy at the core but trying to take things day by day.

I wish I wasn't fat.

I'm having trouble moving on ( Read more... )